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Melting

No inspiration or motivation.

Only frustration and starvation.

I’m disintegrated, they pulled me way to far!

I’m your puppet that cries at night,

I’m their doll that is way too nice.

If the only thing that crosses my mind is to die,

what’s keeping me alive?

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The Room Where You Used To Be Waiting For Me

I’m sick of lies we’ve been told,

that love is like the morning sun,

or a cold breeze in a warm day.

I unlock the room where you used to be

waiting for me with a million-dollar stare.

I can’t help but feeling mournful

when I wish to be hopeful

that one day we’ll be under the same stars

until wrinkles fill our faces.

Love is the wind in a cold day,

the sun covered by the clouds,

a distasteful sweetened tea,

when you’re not here to sweeten me.

A Little Hope

I made my peace with the past. I made peace with every horrible situation I was in. With every person who used to be by my side.

I don’t feel angry anymore about what happened, what I’ve done, what I’ve said, what I didn’t. I will end up in the path I’m supposed to be in. If everything happened differently, then I would still in the right path. See, every road is the right one, every choice, leads to a different but right path. And in the end, we’ll be dead.

Every person I used to call friend will always be in my life as we share memories together. For some reason, we don’t talk anymore and that is fine by me now. We grow, we change, we discover, we learn.

I miss some times of my life, yes, and I wish some things didn’t have to happen to me, but we all miss and wish that. It’s life. I think the greatest realization is when, in at some point in life, we have to just “deal with it”- to know that bad things happen to all of us in life and no matter how bad you are dealing with the bad, you can survive it all.

You know why?

Because when you think you’re not strong enough, another night passes by and you survived the worst day of your life.

You survived 100% of your bad days. You can make it through.