Looking inside your mind for a place to live
because I feel safe around here.
It’s always a Spring day near you, dear.
Flowers blooming, blue sky rising,
sunshine crying from the sky
and I feel warmth under your vibe.
Beside your light I know it’ll be alright,
but I’ll move away if grey skies appear.
No inspiration or motivation.
Only frustration and starvation.
I’m disintegrated, they pulled me way to far!
I’m your puppet that cries at night,
I’m their doll that is way too nice.
If the only thing that crosses my mind is to die,
what’s keeping me alive?
Look at me now,
Wrecked, twisted and smashed.
Take a good look,
And while you kiss her pretty lips,
Choke on the promises
I was willing to keep.
But why is it always me climbing mountains,
Sweating, bleeding and falling,
While you always walk on flat surfaces?
Steady smart but dumb.
Take another look.
I got the attention and I got the pleasure
To forget your face,
And go to another place.
It makes me moan,
When you do it harder.
It makes a song,
When we do it faster.
It turns you on,
When I push you against a wall.
It makes me pretty,
When we do it all night long.
If I walk slowly around the flames
I won’t get burned. But every time
I try to bypass them, a land mine
blasts me into pieces so little,
I’m not sure if it was me being blown up.
If I stay where I am,
The wind will pull the fire closer.
I’ll be a pitched black corpse, but tell me,
Am I not one already?
Walking dumb and shadowy,
Fading away as I do my daily routine,
Going to bed invisible and grim.
Found myself in a place so dark,
I don’t know what life tastes like.
Maybe I never knew,
I keep coming back here once more.
I want to go with the wind,
feel the fresh air on my skin,
catch a bus and go somewhere new.
See new faces and streets,
know where the wild sun sets
and watch it with you.